postautumn notes

autumn has long been gone. perhaps that was my last autumn, if no more free opportunity to come along, if not in japan again, in other autumned country. but my thought tonight before i sleep, and while i am suffering again from a 37 degree body temperature, is on that autumn day in daigenta lake, sailing by. such freeness.

i am filling my mind tonight with good things, good memories, good thoughts. i shall think of autumn. at least if there be any pressures from my present situation, i will go into the woods with laughters in my mind, smiles in my heart.